Thursday 8
I have made a decision. I don't know if it's a good one, but it's the first proper decision I've made in years... maybe ever?
I am leaving university. Not forever, maybe. I'm sure one day it will be the right time to get a degree and do great things with it, but I feel like a 20 year old me needs to do more things that aren't here. I've been to 28 countries, all riding on the backs of my parents. I want to go to 28 MORE on my one terms, with my own money before I'm 30.
So, I'm leaving uni, to work, save and leave. Spend, come back, repeat.
For the first time in years I feel 100% like I am doing the right thing.
Thursday 15
It's been raining on and off all day, but I'm so lucky that when I rode home it was sunny, and warm and still raining.
Sunshowers make me feel spoilt, like all the nice things are happening at once.
Tuesday 27
I've been working a bunch. Not a whole lot, I've still had time to plant seeds with a boy in the sunshine. I'm excited about having money, I'm going to go to India. I'll book my tickets soon, and run away for a while. If I'm lucky over my birthday, if I'm super lucky, with somebody lovely.
Wednesday 29
Eye infection, cookies, beer. A long day at work and I lost the chain on my bike a few times, but I came home to dinner and Bond, James Bond.
Want to write an epic tale of life and everything, but will instead write a letter to my Belgian sister and then pass out in a dramatic, and resplendent fashion.
Saturday 31
I need to tidy my room. I have no space to move, hardly space to sleep, no space to work. Oh no! If only I could stop procrastinating. And maybe stop watching Tintin.
Who wants to come over and take all my things away from me? There are so many belongings you can have. Oh yes.